Club Mafia - The Boss: A Dark Mafia Romance by Stella Andrews

Author:Stella Andrews [Andrews, Stella]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2022-04-23T16:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 20

ANGELO

I’m not sure how long I remained locked in my den. Certainly, until the fire died, and the whiskey bottle emptied. Alone with my demons, I tried to bring them in line. My body still throbs from her touch and reminds me what a fool I am. I sought control over her and am fast realizing she is the one who has it all. Just one glance from those sparkling eyes that change color with the light. Her lavender hair that makes her resemble an ethereal goddess and the soft white skin that wraps around her body like the finest silk. Her gentle sighs and loaded looks brought me to my knees and, as I worshipped her body, I couldn’t believe my luck.

An innocent angel in heels stood alongside me and I wanted to cling on tight. When I close my eyes, she is the only thing I see, which is why I shot down her hopes with a cruel reply. She has already stepped inside my heart and mind and I’m the fool who left the door open, before trying to slam it shut when I realized an intruder had made its way past my defenses. But it’s too late. I know that already because as I try to force her out, she just won’t go.

It’s why I dismissed her, coldly and cruelly, like the bastard I vowed never to be.

It’s why I drained the bottle and tried to dull the demons circling because I won’t allow her any control over my emotions, for both our sakes.

In the early hours I drag my drunken body up the stairs, intent on sleeping, but as I hesitate outside her door, I wonder if she sleeps soundly in her bed. Just picturing her soft body curled up in the silk sheets makes my traitorous cock raise its head in the hope of a warm bed for the night. Angry with myself, I move on past despite the fact my body is screaming at me to find her and park myself for the night. Even my own body hates me right now and my heart is joining in the witch hunt. Only my head is on my side because this ends now. It must. I can’t picture her any other way than as a companion and a fuck toy. No emotion, no pain. I recite the mantra that is beginning to sound emptier the longer she’s here.

As I shower, I close my eyes and she is there. Swaying before me like a siren, coaxing the blood to my cock, making me grasp my shaft and pump furiously, my spunk shooting against the shower wall and running like a river toward the drain. I open my eyes to banish her and see a fool staring at me from the reflection in the steam. I look fucked and wrecked and it’s all self-inflicted, because I will not let emotion into my world.

Slipping between my silken sheets, once again reminding me of her and it strikes me how lonely my sanctuary is without a warm body wrapped around mine.

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